![Ben Werdmüller](https://i0.wp.com/werd.io/file/5d388c5fb16ea14aac640912/thumb.jpg?w=660&ssl=1)
A personal update: I'm learning that I'm in the midst of real depression. In a world where I'm watching members of my family die, the country I live in deteriorate into fascism, the country I grew up in deteriorate in every possible way, and some other things that I don't want to write about here, i...